life

it's ten am and i'm right here sitting on the bed. these are my last days and God knows what else may happen. not so long ago, i slept with this guy i so had a connection with, you know, the one from india. in just a few days i will be out of this place. i will move on again to the next stage of my life. i am growing old and am still struggling to be where i want to be. i'm working on it right now. going back to the philippines is another chapter of my life. some people think that money is the most important thing but nothing can't beat my passion. i'm going back to the philippines to continue my passion for the arts and communication. i want to be seen. i want to be famous and that is one deeper reason for me to go back. i'd rather earn average and do something i am passionate about than being somewhere earning above average, not knowing why i'm doing such. unlike most filipinas here who went abroad who just came here in search of greener pastures i came here for the travel. but money is not all. money is just money and if you are not happy with what you are doing, money can't do anything about that. i strongly believe in that. as for me, i have to fulfill my destiny, my destiny to be famous, be significant this world. that is why i am a 'wannabe'. nothing can pull me down. it's just GOD. and GOD wants me to live my life according to my full potential.