Monday, December 8, 2008

What Dreams May Come--the birth of Cece

This is the life that I've always wanted. Having a laptop of my own, sipping caramel macchiato at Starbucks and writing about life--the life of a wannabe. Yes, that's me. I'm so happy that I am in the company of Cece...my new bestfriend--my pink laptop. I've always wanted Cece around so I can write about anything anywhere. I remember the days when I would just write on tissue papers whenever I'm in a coffee shop or a fancy restaurant. This is a vice that I have to myself, writing. It's something that I spend on, a fancy ambience. Now i feel complete...at least almost. Next thing is to have a car then a house. These things can make you feel safe and secure. A car, can make me feel that I would be free from the hassle of carrying my things, the paranoia of thieves, the dangers of walking alone. So let's take it one step at a time... Now that I have a laptop, it won't be impossible to buy a car next. At first I bought a camera then next is this...next is a car... Yes, the next is a car then a house... Hold it... step by step... Life feels different now that Cece is with me... Cece and some money to load her... I'm gonna be oh so fine... Now i can really go full blast in becoming who I really want to be. I want to make a mark in the world. I know it seems idealistic and crappy but that is what I want to do. I want to be known for something--that's me. I'm an achiever. I'm a "Legend" as what this blog says. Who knows? I might be a politician someday. Oh well i tried that before and I was successful. I was a student politician. Still, i can't figure out where I'm gonna focus. All i know is that there should be no time wasted. No time wasted while I'm here abroad. A few months from now, I'm planning to go back home... I'm going to be a newscaster... I'm going to be seen across the country. That is where destiny leads me to... that is where I'm supposed to be.

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