I'm in the character of Carrie. She goes and carries her laptop around to write about her daily life. Well, with all due respect to Candace Bushnell, I'm taking Carrie's place in this place. I will be Carrie/Oprah and I will be tackling about real life. The overweight Carrie in the third world country, the Philippines. Well that's exactly why this blog is called the "Life of a Wannabe". I want to be like Carrie (the fictional character of Sex and the City) and beginning today I'm going to be the real-life Carrie. My life is nothing short of interesting anyway. I'm the young Carrie. I'm 29 years old and I'm reborn. There exists a column on the net and I am the columnist. Thanks to blogger.com. I have always loved New York and most especially Manhattan and I am going to post an image of the map here mwahmwah. I'm going to lead you into a little secret, there is a person who jumpstarted this newly-found image except for what I saw on TV. It's the recurring guy in my life, Joel. We started the tale back in '09 and here I am regressing a little bit, hence the need to divert myself and at the same time pour out every detail of my excitement. I know this is wrong and well it was wrong because I am never gonna do it again in my life. I'm never going to invite him to compromising situations anymore that will lead him on to mixed sex and love affair. Oh please...oh well he admitted last night that he is pursuing a German girl like allegedly so that should end it. That should be the end of the fairytale. Oh well, he's so undecided and it was all about sex but why am I writing about this? Is it because I am guessing that there maybe something beneath that? And why was it that when we kissed it was so passionate like we were trying to impersonate who we were in the past? Christmas was hard enough for me because he was around. Why did I let him in again? Was I just bored here in general. I am in a relationship right now with another guy. Is this because of my unexciting relationship with my boyfriend or is it because the ex just came along?