i keep on living this dangerous life. it's dangerous to make love with him and i knew that. i still did. it's part of my earthly delights and my travel finale. i've made love (aka had sex) with different guys before but it's different when you've got attraction. it's a strong attraction coupled with his moves, his kisses. things that i can't forget. he's indian. his eyes are so hypnotic. whenever i have sex with an indian, i get carried away. i am carried away now and i am doing the opposite...
i logged on to facebook, changed my profile picture et voila! my new profile pic is the one with my boyfriend. it's a defense mechanism. i even did not text him. when i like someone, the more i don't show it. i live in a lie. everything is a lie. i conceal it with a lie to protect myself. that's how i am. that's how i survive.
im not like other girls who will chase him. i'll prove him wrong. he will chase me.
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