i can't wait to go back to the philippines. this is just not working for me. ok i got the experience of working abroad and that was it. aren't dreams a symbol of your desires? i always dream of my director, lav diaz. he was sitting in a cafe in alabang town center, hanging out with people from the industry. i just appeared there and told them that i can make it for another movie, that i, in fact, can ditch my contract to go and shoot for another movie. and then, i'm going back to china but looking forward to that movie when i go back. it's just a few months before i go back. but how will life be when i go back? it's the same old confusion. it's the same old rummage, uncertainty. if i stay here, i will just die of depression and the desire to go back. i need a sign. money or craft?
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