im flip

i don't want this. i get pissed off with how he treats me and i want to stop. i can't stop because i'm living with him and i hate having a flatmate. everybody irritates me. my cousin is here and he is just the one to irritate me. i don't like them. there are people i like, there are people i don't like. i want to be with my family and celebrate things with them. i want to eat in fancy restaurants with them riding my new car. it's purple. it takes money to have that. anyway, i don't know. i tend to like people who are classy and sophisticated. no, sometimes i get along with others. i don't know. there are just some people that i don't like, maybe people who i sense do not have the vibes i like. i hate brashness. i don't know i am confused. i am irritable. now i feel irritated because of the guy i am living with. i am not in my right mind. i feel ugly. i need a change of surroundings.