white

An almost empty white room. That is how i feel like as of the moment. I want to remain pure and chaste. I only have one life to live and I know I must make it right. God. For many people especially in the country where I am in, God is taboo. God does not have anything to do with our affairs. But a voice inside me says that God is the fountain of life and He will give us anything we want as long as we are not creating any harm--harm to our souls even. With being pure and chaste truthfully, not only acting like it, I avoid harm. These past few years I have been blinded by fornication. I have been bouncing back and forth from a dirty and sinful way of life, cleansing, then being dirty again to the point of no return. but i returned, i returned--tired of the immorality blocking my way. now, i can freely write about my experiences as a sinner, hoping that many will learn from it.