office

i'm in a boring, plain mode right now. how does it feel to just do office clerical work everyday and wait for the minimum salary every month? plain, steady, boring. like you just live the way others live. you ride going to work, make paper works, go on overtime, speak with people who are also burned out, engage in office gossip, knowing another person's background--oh that one is married, that one is not. he graduated from this lame college. talks about the opposite sex and sex. everything just on the surface. just everyday -- working like robots. there's nothing special with these people or i just can't see it. they are contented with earning, going home to their spouses, paying the bills, looking over their children... a little drinking session here and there... everything is predictable. yes, corporate life is predictable and boring. that i realized. you are simply doing things for the company to profit. it's a capitalist point of view that i want to set myself apart from. at least now i am away from those industries where i can't really learn from. my philosophy is to work for a company that is related to your dream business or at least a feasible business for you in the future. i WAS part of the boring corporate world and i know i'm not part of it. i wanted out! i wanted out! i was screaming for my life! now that i am out i never would like to be in again. if i go to an office, i'll make sure it's mine. it's my own business and my rules are to be followed. well what can i say? that is just my character.