Same Girl

I'm listening to a love song now with a baby sleeping beside me. I'm totally over my husband now and I'm ready for a change. I think I've struggled with sex addiction or love addiction for how many years that I have lost myself. I have lost track of who I wanna be and how I want my life to be. I was just too afraid to be alone. Now I have a little prince by my side and I am not alone. It will take a real prince to qualify as a lover for me. I was so desperate for someone. I felt so lonely. It was so easy for me to be in love with someone. I didn't know who I was. I didn't know what I'm capable of. I did not have any standards. When I look at my profile pic on Facebook, I feel like, any guy would be lucky to have me. They should pay. So let me tell you about my husband and how he made me fall. Well he is handsome to begin with. I failed to recognize his status, I failed to recognize the fact that he is not capable of marrying me and really bring with me. Life was a struggle with him. It was so easy for me to fall for him or for anyone at that time because I felt so lost and alone. Any dick that presents itself is acceptable. I even had a guy from Nigeria! Scammers! It was so easy for me to fall really. Georgia was like a place so hollow, so dark that I couldn't find my way. I was also figuring out so many things like what to do. I just didn't have any standards.