sssh computer!

shush! computer don't make a sound... i'm sneaking out and pretending to be busy with something when i'm busy with something ELSE. i'm at a call center again. boring cc. boring call center world where we have a luxury of computers, headphones and airconditioning. since when did this freaky industry come about? since when did people get fond of this call center thingy. oh god, i raise my head and i see people so robotic. 2 americans training these people blah blah blah... that is their job anyway. i just can't understand how they stand this industry. well, seems like not everyone thinks the same way as i do. and most people would just work to get by and earn errr the other way around. it's capitalism and materialism that rules now and everything is some sort of a business. your time is getting paid by the hour making sure you serve the company. we are all servants. slaves. what are my qualms? everybody's working. you do things every single day and it is modified. modified according to what you have to do. money is everything right now and we are all scared to lose our jobs because we fear lack of money. the progression of my own goals requires money. money comes when you find what you really really want. on monday i will have a chance to get a job that i dream of. there is a steady income with it plus i am interested in what i'll be doing.... i'm trying to figure out really what i'm supposed to do. it has something to do commercials and stuff. my clients are advertising agencies. i'm going to arrange everything for them. with production and stuff. am i that responsible. oh well at least it's something that can draw me closer to showbiz. i'm gonna get the experience i need with this. i am honestly clueless. let me check out what it's all about by reviewing the job description once more.