bringing the positive vibe again

this week i have to indulge in the senses so much. in a few days, my sex and the city life will be over. i have to choose between having this much of a freedom in my cozy apartment or having a chance in that career that i'm aiming for. both can help me self-actualize. this is me. i love this space. listening to sex and the city conversation, having a posh lifestyle, writing about it, living like 'carrie'. we all have this particular lifestyle that we ideally want. for me, having this kind of income suits me the most. you know, i just hate my job. the only thing that i love about this is that i have a lot of free time. i dread mondays and thursdays because i get stuck in that fucking university. shit. i really really hate that job. i'm fucking not a teacher at all! i just can't stand it, to be honest. i have a dichotomy. i'm gonna have it back in the philippines and i'm positive about that!