Tuesday, November 25, 2008

mirror mirror i wish you could lie to me


"Oh my god! Horrible! Why is she doing that? What for?" "She's pathetic." "Horrible. She's chasing after that guy." We all love lurking on what other women do, other women's misfortunes when it comes to men. We would say, "I will never do that," but we would find ourselves doing the act after some time. I encountered a woman here who puts down another woman just to uplift herself. She would spread things about other women just to get attention of men. She focuses a lot on the negatives of another person. Damn. She's obviously so desperate. Now she's devastated because the man of her dreams left her and she's doing everything to get the guy back. Now, I recently found myself in that situation of desperately getting my ex back. That demon! When he saw me happy with other guys he tried to catch my attention. Then he tried to ruin me again. That is all that I will ever think of him, someone to ruin me. Now as I get into my senses more, I realize that I am the one ruining myself by having false hopes. Everything was just my imagination. Every woman just has this imagination running and this assumption that maybe he is like this, maybe he likes me deep inside. Aren't we all just fooling ourselves? Can't we see point blank and try to psychologize about people enough? "Men take what they can get." It is useless to be hopeful unless he proposes marriage and puts things at stake. A man can pretend to love you and even pretend to himself that he loves you all because of sex. We are all confused human beings. That's the story of life. Not everything that will come our way is perfect especially when you deal with people, men in particular.

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